OMG OMG its HANIBALLS LIVE JOURNAL

Hey guys!!

heaps of stuff happening lately, quit lonestar and got another job at sams bar and grill which i start on thursday and i will actually be cooking there :) fuck lonestar! i went on a camp with some girls i met when i stayed at a crisis centre not long ago, and we got lost in the bush somehow we just kept walking and talking until we realised we'd been walking for a few hours and that it was pretty much dark...so one of the supervisers had to come and find us at about 9 cause we couldnt call them or anything! great fun...

LYRICS!

Dear mr president...
thanks to gary for this one, it was on in his car and i really liked it.
Dear Mr. President
Come take a walk with me
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep
What do you feel when you look in the mirror
Are you proud

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why

Dear Mr. President
Were you a lonely boy
Are you a lonely boy
Are you a lonely boy
How can you say
No child is left behind
We're not dumb and we're not blind
They're all sitting in your cells
While you pave the road to hell

What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay
I can only imagine what the first lady has to say
You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye

Let me tell you bout hard work
Minimum wage with a baby on the way
Let me tell you bout hard work
Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away
Let me tell you bout hard work
Building a bed out of a cardboard box
Let me tell you bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
You don't know nothing bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
Oh

How do you sleep at night
How do you walk with your head held high
Dear Mr. President
You'd never take a walk with me
Would you

i dont really know why i like this one it just...makes me think or something. 

semi formal was the other day...that was awesome : ) and i got my boat licence and took the neighbours boat for a spin: ) and i have a uni audition for clarinet next week which im REALLY nervous about 

OUT


P.S

HANNAH SAYS IT HURTS

bahahaha AFI omg i couldnt believe it omg thankyou so much victor omfg AAAAAH :D :D :D
19th november convention centre :) :) OMFG

waddup my brothers??? did you know the SILENT RINGTONE actually works!!! i was like hey mum come and listen to this and shes like i cant hear anything but it actually is a high pitched noise i was like wooow :)

http://www.celldorado.com/AU/ADS/9543276/index.php?trackid=365287

listen to it :) its insanely stupid and why you wouldnt just put your phone on vibrate or silent i dont know lol.

[NOW ]
Current mood: my head kinda hurts and i'm kinda tired just got out of bed and i dont feel well
Current music: reassurance rests in the sea - the fall of troy
Current taste: water...if water has a taste
Current hair: needs to be washed.
Current clothes: my elmo pjs
Current annoyance: i hate being sick
Current smell: coffee
Current thing: umm....i have a blue bandaid
Current windows open: msn, myspace, livejournal, iTunes, norton antivirus, sibelius
Current desktop picture: a pic from nz
Current favorite band: too many hey, but like the chilis, panic, lost prophets, jacks mannequin, stonesour, staind etccc systemm
Current book: jodi picoult-the pact
Current cd in stereo: pfft no idea
Current crush: :)

[ DO YOU.. ]
Smoke?: nope
Do drugs?: affdggdf
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yeah
Remember your first love?: yes
Still love him/her?: not even close
Read the newspaper?: yes sometimes
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yeah
Believe in miracles?: sure
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: generally
Consider love a mistake?: nope
Like the taste of alcohol? yes and no, but normally even if i dont reallllly like its taste i'll still drink it anyway
Have a favorite candy?: theres this asian candy its really good
Believe in astrology?: yes sometimes haha
Believe in magic?: i do if it comes in those kids magic kits :)
Believe in god?: i used to but now im not sure
Have any pets?: a cat, 3 dogs, rat, 2 birds, goldfish and a heck of a lot of guppies we caught form the river(when it still had water in it) and now and then my sister catches a grasshopper lol eeew
Have any piercings?: 6 in my ears
Hate yourself: i dislike the way i look but i dont hate myself
Have an obsession?: drinking coffee and washing my hands


[ LOVE LIFE ]
When did you lose your virginity?: gjklagjalja
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes
Do you believe in "the one?": well it's hard to explain but i believe that someone can but "the one" at that particular time yes, but then if that doesnt work out for whatever reason, i believe that there will always be other "the ones" i dont know

[ETC]
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: umm no dont think so
Have you ever been intoxicated?: yah
Have you ever been caught "doing somethin?" yes haha
Are you a tease?: dont reckon so
Shy to make the first move?: depends
[ APPEARANCE ]
Hair: black/dark brown shortish
Eyes: blue but they change colour
Height: 170 something

[ LAST THING.. ]
Bought: panadol
Ate & Drank: toast yesterday morning and water
Read: the pact
Watched on TV: family guy

[ WHO DO YOU WANT TO.. ]
kill: umm theres a couple
get really wasted with: anyone thats fun to get wasted with lol i dont know
avoid: haha stupid question

[ LAST PERSON YOU.. ]
saw: my sister
talked to on the phone: dan
hugged: cant remember :S
instant messaged: rhys
SMS: booke but i dont think he recieved it
kissed: no idea
[ HAVE YOU EVER.. ]
Drank alcohol?: yes
Done drugs?: asjhfjksd
Broken the law?: yea
Run away from home?: yeah when i was like 10 cause i didnt want to clean my room or something and i ran to my grandmas house LoL
Broken a bone?: arm, ankle, thumb
Played Truth Or Dare?: yes of course
kissed someone you didn't know?: yea
Been in a fight?: yea
Come close to dying?: yea

I find myself lying in a bed of grass next to a river, near my house. How did i get here? god knows. i dont remember a thing, i just know its dark and im the only one home. whats the time? it must be after 9. i hear voices, familiar yet almost forgotten in this current state of mind. have i been drinking? perhaps. "under the influence of illegal substances" mostly likely yes however-i dont remember. the voices come closer- a silhouette now bonded with to make a life-like form. they seem concerned, anxious even and they're calling my name. The calls are distant, they seem to hang in the air, linger for a moment, then drift away on the foul smell of hatred. Suddenly, someone is beside me, and another, lifting me off the ground. I try to keep balance, not to fall over, slip into unconciousness

too late.

CARDBOARD...gotta love it..2 and a half hourse of breaking up and putting cardboard into piles!! cardboard fights are fun though but they hurt especially when you dive into it..aaah good times :P. anyway seeing as i had to do cardboard i didnt get to go to garys which i was really pissed off about because this certain person that said they would do my shift said they would arrange it with the manager and then didnt and then rang me the night before and said bla bla bla cant do your shift btw i didnt arrange doing it in the first place!! i was like AAAAH i hate you! booke im so sorry about your friend i hope everything works out :( but im here for you always if you need anything. im pretty much over the whole overtired thing now im used to it after another 3 days straight no sleep even though im just about dead. that didnt make sense :S

In a primitive state, mankind quickly finds that Darwin is full of shit. The strong guy might have killed the wooly mammoth, but it was probably the smart guy who invented the damn spear. Cooperation is essential for survival of the species. Bam! Civilization is born.
"Survival of the fittest", while a pithy phrase that I have been known to use myself, means "death of the unfit", which includes elders, children, and (easy now, I'm talking about frickin' primitive cultures) women. It is evident that the caveman did not go around whackin' the children and women off, or the species wouldn't have lasted very long. The survival of the weak is just as vital as the survival of the strong.
So primitive civilization is established to meet Maslow's first order of needs. Food, shelter, security, safety, sex. Yes, sex is necessary for the survival of the species. Try that line at the bar next Friday. As civilization evolves, more energy is available to use on other pursuits as surviving becomes easier. So, if we follow Maslow's hierarchy, civilization works to establish a sense of community, makes sure everyone feels good about themselves, then we all spend a large majority of our day meditating for world peace.
No? I guess Maslow was full of shit too.
What really happens is we spend that extra energy on UNIMPORTANT SHIT. The life goal of the average person in America is to own two cars, a nice house, a widescreen digital flatscreen TV, a kickass computer with a highspeed connection, stereo surround sound, and a XBox 360. Now none of those things are evil, but they are unimportant (except for the kickass computer, of course).
What is important is that civilization does the job it was originally designed for - to protect the weak for the survival of the species. OK, you and I are obviously well fed and sheltered or we wouldn't be wasting time on the internet. Unless you're on speed, you damn tweaker. But not everyone in the country has their basic needs met. There are still a lot of people unemployed, underemployed, homeless, and hungry.
Now why is this? Because the government, that vehicle that is designed to function as the consented authority needed to provide protection and safety, is also spending it’s time on unimportant shit. Instead of tackling the most basic problems of our society, they're worried about, well, watch the news damn it, I don't know what the fuck those crackheads are up to!
I'm not picking on America, all empires follow the same cycle. The inevitable outcome is the failure of civilization by one of three ways. 1) War or natural disaster, which fucks up my whole theory so we'll pretend that one doesn't exist. 2) The failure of the government because of a huge amount of corruption that results from spending all their energy trying to stay in power and not actually accomplishing anything, as happened in Rome. 3) The lower class gets tired of being neglected and revolts, as happened in Russia and France.
The cycle has been sped up in America because of technology. Our rapid technological progress has allowed us to become the richest and laziest damn people in history. This has created a huge excess of unused energy. We have had to invent ridiculous ways to expend our energy just so we all don't riot out of sheer boredom. Example? Reality TV. America will be judged by God, not for homosexual marriage, but for reality TV. We will all burn in hell.
What is the answer to all this? I don't fucking know! God, you expect so much from me!


ok sorry that was really long i dont really understand what i wrote its just what i think(and partially other peoples opinions) so if you disagree...tell me...i dont care...because i really dont remember what i wrote.

ok so whats this now...awake for HOW LONG...*counts on fingers*...wow...4 DAYS...thats almost a new record not that its a good thing NOO i am ABSOLOUTELY EXHAUSTED i mean like eeeer anyway im going to the ekka that will be grand YIPPEE thats tomorrow :). today at school..nothing happened. PHILIP WALLER..is an idiot..but hes one of the funniest and most awesomest persons i have ever met he is an excellent poet yes that right COOKIE BOY you are!remember phil spell it with a K not C...and HAPPY EIGHTEENTH SAMMIE you awesome thing you thanks for the starburst lollipop yay :) and how cute was that little kid that walked past and asked for one of your balloons he was GORGEOUS! aaw. have fun getting wasted on your coming of age :D

lord of the flies is a terrible quality movie its black and white and its got all these british kids in it its kinda cute though soooo yeah not too bad. omg omg omg INCRIMINATING PHOTO!! not really lol just embarrassing!!

CONDOMS ARENT COMPLETELY SAFE...SOME I KNOW WAS WEARING ONE AND GOT HIT BY A FRIDGE.

PINATAS PROMOTE VIOLENCE TO FLAMBOYANT ANIMALS

SAVE A TREE EAT A BEAVER

those are funny when you have the mental capacity of...a piece of...keyboard..

yeah thats the one.. so yeah i havent really done anything lately just muck around and do school work aaaaand more school work aaaaand music and more music and more music and more and more and more try take 3 instruments to the ekka aye!! gonna suck oh well my fault though :p probably shouldnt play so many introoooments MEH....anyway party tomorrow night aye aye aye gotsta be all emo like haha should turn up full gangsta waddup bro!! nah...JUST BECAUSE IM BLACK...you rascist!!..

wtf this entry makes no sense aye its just like here to here to there and back again its all over the black lol ERRATIC!!

wtf where did black come from :S that was meant to be place btw...

ok ive had enough of writing shit sorry if some of it doesnt make sense..

BOI BOI!! :D

ok this has to be the most boring day in the history of my life there is NOTHING TO DO! and the only reason im home is because no one woke me up. i really really really need something to do i have watched about 4 kids movies with my sister so they are getting pretty old now and i have absoloutely nothing to do! i cant go out because i clearly cant drive, and the bus is miles away to get to and i dont think they even go at this time stupid buses stupid living out in the middle of nowhere! thats enough of a bitch for now.

Yay for me i got 3 new cds and a family guy poster its teh shit! i just need a frame for it now. i have hardly any assignements to do at the moment and ive finished my tafe work for this module so i would be doing that but hey thats what happens when you finish early so that teaches you a lesson kiddies...DONT DO ANYTHING ON TIME!! lol jks

i have 4 parties to go to in the next 3 weeks yay not so boring weekends...still need pressies for people though i would if i could get to somewhere to go shopping!!!!

haha maybe not so bored now thanks to my good ol' buddy mr corona i dont usually drink it but hey whens its all you got haha i sound like an alco you know like one of those moods where you are like WOOT then meh then WOOT again lol btw i was like that before i drank lol.

you know the feeling where you have nothing else to type...i do

toodles *waves*

ok so the start of my LIVE JOURNAL

apparently its cool to have one of these things and they are so much easier to use than msn spaces.


yesterday was an excellent day..everything went right i was like YAY :)i went shopping and bought some clothes to wear to mr gary's party. i saw heaps of people i knew from primary school..and oh yes...

timmy asked me to go with him to the semi:)

just as friends though which is also cool cause ive known him since grade 2.
I think that i need to stop making a big deal out of things, and just enjoy what i have, and have fun with the people around me cause that is also AWESOME FUN. I was thinking today...

Life Sucks At Times.

We Can All Admit We Have Felt Like Shit And Sometimes I Feel Like We Are Little Ants With Some Stupid Kid Stomping All Over Us.

But We All Gotta Keep Our Heads Up.

Sometimes Life Defeats Us....And We Lose All Hope But You Gotta Have Faith In The People Around You And In Yourself.

Give People Another Chance If You Have Been Hurt Before.....Because You Never Know What You Could Discover.

Dont Be Too Proud To Say SORRY When You Are In The Wrong

Forgive Like It Could Be The Last Day You Ever See Them Tomorrow

Tell People If You Care For Them......You Never Know How Long You Have.

See The Good In People.......Even If You Dont Get Along With Them

Keep Promises

Dont Say I Love You To Someone Unless You Mean It

Dont Say Forever.....If You Know It Wont Be

Dont Lie.....Its Ugly

Smile As Much As You Can

Everything Happens For A Reason.....It Just May Take You A Bit To Find Out

Let Love Find You

Don't Hold Onto Something That Is Already Lost

Live Like You Will Die Tomorrow.

You've Gotta Focus On The Future And Think That In 5 Years Time, Those Little Pety Fights You Shared With Someone, Or Your Major Stack Infront Of The Whole Skool.........Isnt Gunna Matter At All.

You Have Always Got Someone Out There That Cares For You.

Always.

You Are Gunna Get Your Heart Broken, You Are Gunna Fail Tests, Some Days You Are Going To Feel Fat, Or Ugly, Some Days You're Not Gunna Wanna Move From Your Bed, Or Just Plain Give Up.....

But Then Some Days You're Going To Feel Brilliant And Want To Run A Mile, Dance And Sing Even If You Suck, And Run A Muck With Your Friends.....

Life Sucks......So Suck It Up Alright.....And Then Maybe You Will Find The Key.

I Was Once Told By A Wise Guy.....Its Love Not Time That Heals All

today was pretty good...except im pretty much blind in one eye for reasons i prefer not to disclose but if you saw it youd figure

hannahs going now

out:)